Enduring the Pain

Who am I?

I know that this is the path that I must endure...

but then again... through out times... my action may seem wrong...

I made the wrong decision...

I do wrong things...

My heart once again tainted...

Once it flew up to the sky... so high that you cant barely see...

Then it falls down to the ground.... down...down...down...down...down...

Down beneath the earth soil... covered with dusts and specs of sin... uncountable...

Who am I?

I tried to get up again...

At times it feels hard to read the book of guidance...

Sometimes my body wont endure the thousands step to meet Him congretionally five times a day...

It seems easy to read ridiculous books & articles than books that tells the story of warrior who fight for truth and just...

Praise to Him... He gave the heart to watch this video...

shift your paradigm

I am now replenish... and somehow refreshed a little bit...

Realizing my role as an 'abid and vicegerent...

Until the time comes... I hope I can face all the pain to safe guard my faith...

Ya muqollibal qulub... tsabbit qolbi 'ala deenik... ameen...